Whoa! I have not post anything in here in like forevers! A lot of things has changed since then, and let’s just say that I’ve been through a lot of different things that I thought I would never do this year. At first, I was lost until I found what I was looking for.
At the beginning of this year, I planned to move out from my moms house to start a new life in Georgia from California. Well.. Let’s just say my plan didn’t go as it planned to be. Instead of moving out to Georgia, I moved in with my ex boyfriend because my mom misunderstood me. Things were good at first with him, but it had an ugly ending at 4 month. After living with my former ex boyfriend, I moved in with one of my friends who was really supported with me. However, I couldn’t stand him, so I moved back with my mother for 2 months while going to Summer school. While living with my mom, I had to sleep in the living room because my little sister took over my room. My life in California was horrifying. Through that time, I was being mentally and physically abused from the people I loved. I just have to get out of there. I thought I was never going to get out from my home town.
Before I thought I was going to go to school for the fall semester, my aunt bought me a plane ticket to fly to Georgia to visit family for my vacation for 3 weeks before I start school. On my second week in Georgia, my aunt asked me if I wanted to stay here to have a new start. At first I wasn’t really sure, because I have a lot of friends back in California. But what friends will start in your life forever? If I knew if was going to move here in Georgia, I would’ve had a get together until we see each other again.
I’ve been living in Georgia since the end of July. So far, I’ve accomplished a lot of my goals toward for my big goals in life. It wasn’t easy, but as long I did my best. I learned a lot of things that I thought I wouldn’t even know. The best part was even able to learn how to love myself.
Moving away to live in a different environment was one of my best decisions I made with no regret. So for New Years Resolution is to continue on with my journey. The decisions you make right now determines tomorrow.
"There are men laying down their lives. I got no right to do any less than them.." - Steve Rogers.